Life topic I don't know if there's a similar topic and I don't care
#1
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:42 PM
Talk about yourself!
#2
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:47 PM
I should unsuck it by studying now >.>
#3
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:49 PM
I was hoping for something a bit better, Euge...
#4
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:51 PM
#5
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:51 PM
#6
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:58 PM
My life is pretty crap atm :\ Bad school life, bad home life. The only thing good is my social life because I luff my friends <3
#7
Posted 27 April 2008 - 03:59 PM
My internet sucks. WHY DOES IT DC SO MUCH?
My slippers sucks. WHY DID IT BURST TODAY?
Cable sucks. WHY ONLY TERRIBLE SHOWS ON?
My ears sucks. WHY IS IT ONLY SCRATCHING?
#9
Posted 27 April 2008 - 04:09 PM
School: Couldn't care less how it is, it's almost the end of my last year at high school, and I'm barely even attending my lessons. I just can't bother, I want to sleep. A couple of days ago a friend and I decided we wouldn't go to school so we spent all day playing Wii Sports at my place while the other losers learned stuff. :o My parents weren't happy about it, but there's nothing they can do really.
Job: I don't actually have a job atm, but I SHOULD start hosting that show soon, but they seem to be postponing the start of said show... Can't wait for it to begin though.
College prep: Pretty good, I'm getting ready with a great Serbian actress. So far so good...
Dunno what else to say except I'm loving it!
#10
Posted 27 April 2008 - 04:15 PM
#11
Posted 27 April 2008 - 04:18 PM
#12
Posted 27 April 2008 - 04:59 PM
Aquamarine, on Apr 27 2008, 02:49 PM, said:
I was hoping for something a bit better, Euge...
XD
Innuendos ftw.
I do nothing for most of the day, go to school, do my homework in first period and sleep when I'm done, go to band for 2nd period, lunch detention comes next (until tuesday), math, science, home.
That's my typical day. I'm bored ****less. I need a soulmate or something. XD
#13
Posted 27 April 2008 - 05:14 PM
#14
Posted 27 April 2008 - 05:31 PM
Relationship life: No relationships ATM. I feel your pain, Eugine. I can't stand those happy couples; makes me want a relationship. But I can deal being single too.
School life: Major procrastination. I have a C in Pre-calculus (which is a first time I've ever had lower than a B in anything), and I just can't motivate myself to work. I have two AP tests coming up (US history on the 9th, English language on the 14th) but I'm not worried about those, since they don't count for a grade; I'm more worried about Chemistry (I have a B-) and Pre calc for obvious reasons.
Job: none. I'm planning to get one over the summer.
And I've officially determined that I'm Schizophrenic. Theres me, and there's Icy. She's like a living conscience that I can't really explain, but if I ever feel lonely, we talk and I feel a lot better ^^. I've also dropped my obsession with Rockman.exe (which lasted about 2 and half years, and now I've become obsessed with Naruto. Shoot me, but I don't really care; it's good, I like it, now leave me and Icy to my yaoi and go away >>
Yeah, I'm a freak.
#15
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:07 PM
School life sucks.
Love life? Don't make me laugh.
My life sucks.
...but I still have a sense of humor. =)
#16
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:12 PM
School: Explained this before, I dont know until my mocks come back. But i'm doing good in Media Studies; I got a distinction in my coursework, which is the equivalent of an A. As long as I get B< in my mocks, i'm happy.
Home: I dont like my family, which is why I stay in my room all day on MSN, 360 and the internet. They complain about me being anti-social, which is rather ironic, considering the reasons I do all those things is to talk to people and be sociable :B
Love: Got my eye on somebody, but i'll give it a few weeks before I make a move. Besides, dont know if she likes me yet x)
Job: None, unless looking after this kid sometimes counts, but it's not really a stable income because sometimes i'll be doing it twice a week and another time not once for a few months. Idc, i get money :P
#17
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:16 PM
http://www.youtube.c...h?v=LxQgXgS5G3c
I just had to.
#18
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:17 PM
I call it British intuition.
#19
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:18 PM
#20
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:20 PM
Seriously, if you're British and dont know every single word to that song, you should be ashamed of yourself :P
#21
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:24 PM
#22
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:26 PM
Quote
Quote
Lolirony
#23
Posted 27 April 2008 - 06:32 PM
#24
Posted 27 April 2008 - 07:45 PM
ONE WEEK
18 PAPERS
3 HISTORY ESSAYS IN 2 AND A HALF HOURS
6 HISTORY ESSAYS TOTAL
MATRICES AND VECTORS AND DIFFERENTIAL CALCULUS
suicide party here in 7 days. I'll bring the kool aid, you bring the rat poison
#27
Posted 27 April 2008 - 08:51 PM
Wind Dude, on Apr 27 2008, 05:07 PM, said:
School life sucks.
Love life? Don't make me laugh.
My life sucks.
...but I still have a sense of humor. =)
Same. Except minus the sense of humor. XD
I just have nothing to do all day. Occaisionally I'll a design for some contraption will pop into my head, and I'll sketch it out on graph paper, but that's basically my highlight of the day.
#29
Posted 28 April 2008 - 02:37 PM
School: I am pretty damn smart, and well liked by teachers. I get good grades; however I feel as if the same things happene everyday in school. i would like if something different happens, but it wont. As for the students in my school, I am in a school where there are few "bad seeds", yet I feel as if no student in the building actually likes me. Not as in te bf gf way, but as a friend. I also never hand in HW which becomes a problem.
Social: Similar to above, no person in the world likes me. My friends don't even really want to talk to me. I am quite a nuisance to others, and I know that if I was a bit nicer more people would like me but I dont even do that. If I have to change myself to be liked by others i rather be hated. I try to decieve myself into thinking that i am happy, and that in other places in the world there is poverty and famine, but I always fail. I even try to convince myself that I might just be slghtly paranoid and crazed and that more people do like me. Because there is a constant battle between these two opposing forces, sometimes I feel happy and at other times I think about suicide. The sweet idea of killing myself and of all the different ways it could be done. Jumping from I high building, gun shot to head, drugging myself, but more importantly than the way of death is the actual suicide letter. I never take responsibility for my acctions as a person, always blaming other peple for my mistakes. The suicide letter would be the truth. How I really feel about everyone I know and who to blame for my suicide. Those people will hopefully live in agony for a long time. I probably would have attempted my death a long time ago if there wasn't this battling side that surfaces every so often, my ability to act, and my fear of death. Because of my acting ability (Theatre camp) as far as most are concerned I am very content with life. I am just a strange comiedic dandy character who is happy with this life. If people knew of my illusioned misery perhaps they would care more. I have managed to prevent myself from admitting this to anyone (or admitting to much so that m parents would get involved or I would go to therapy. Doing either of these would be admitting to myself that there is something wrong with me. Although I am pretty sure of this, that would give the win to my misery side and probably make me in a worse condition. I dont mind telling all of you this, because you cant do anything. There is no way any of you could convince me that their a "brighter side of life" and you cant get help for me. Haaris could I guess, but he doesnt have the courage. As for my fear of death, I have many fears, but this is the greatest. Since I doubt god, that would be the end. Its over, no looking over other people, I am done. I cant end it yet, so I wait. I eat more and more and just do nothing until I get a heart attack and die. I probably could never directly kill myself, I lack the courage of ending my life, however eating would indirectly end my life, plus I get to eat lots of tasty foods. With my slowly getting fatter, my wardrobe can become better as my parents need to constantly buy new clothes. However, my fatness just makes me hate myself more. Its a perpetual cycle.
Home: Me and my parents. They are nice people, give me money, good food, everything I child could want. The perfect parents really, I never even get grounded or stuff like that. I just seem to not really want to talk to them though, going to a TV and computer most hours of my day.
Love: Im gay, and every other kid in my age group is either:
1. female
2. Likes women
3. Wont admit they are gay (Me)
4. Doesnt know there gay
Never have even made out with someone. Pretty damn pathetic.
Job: My allowance is rather large, but Ill do random jobs for my parents and stuff like that. I used to work at this saturday program but it will be over for a while, when it reopens ill do that again. My dad's coworker has a 2 year old son who I have baby sat once. it may not sound big, but I am doing it again in a week. That will make it once every 2 weeks so far. At 10 dollars an hours and 4 hours probably each time. Doing it every 2 weeks means lots of money for me. i need this money as I spend my weekends at a card shop with people who really dont give a damn about me playing assorted card games. It is something to try to fill a void in my life. It doesnt really work.
There is my life ina a nutshell, hoped you enjoyed.
#30
Posted 28 April 2008 - 02:51 PM
#31
Posted 28 April 2008 - 03:20 PM
killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:
killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:
1. female
2. Likes women
3. Wont admit they are gay (Me)
4. Doesnt know there gay
killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:
#32
Posted 28 April 2008 - 03:25 PM
Life's looking good.
#33
Posted 28 April 2008 - 03:26 PM
2. I try
3. Everyone in he orld who is looking fro a relationship, should have already.
#34
Posted 28 April 2008 - 06:14 PM
Ugh. IB exams in 6 days. My life is a spiralling pit of despair. And my fscking friends tried to cheer me up by telling me I'm pretty, but I heard them doing this rating game and they gave each other 10's and me a 7. Confidence booster FTW. I need man. Rawr.
#35
Posted 28 April 2008 - 08:01 PM
killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 10:37 PM, said:
#37
Posted 28 April 2008 - 09:01 PM
So I'm kinda like Coz and I'm really good at acting and/or drowning myself in other people so I forget that I'm hurting. People see me as a smiley, happy-go-lucky kind of girl, but when I'm alone, I begin to remember and reflect on my loneliness. And I hate not knowing what I want; 95% of the people around me irritate me, so I like to be alone, but at the same time, when I'm alone, I think too much. And when I try to drown myself in music, a book, or go online, I somehow find myself faced with people who have happy relationships or friendships.
What I really long for is someone who I can relate to, whether it be in a relationship or simple friendship. I feel like I'm trying to fit into a shoe that's 2 sizes too small. My friends are nice and all, but they're not like me at all.
And then there's the general insecurity that, as soon as I build my confidence up, someone or something knocks it down. Recently, my guy friend (the one who let me sleep on his shoulder), reveled to us that he likes this girl in his Stats class. Now I would have been fine with that, but I had this stupid dream the other night where we kissed, and then suddenly everything got messed up. So when he told us today about the girl, I smiled, of course, but it hurt. Lately all the guys that I've liked have only been interested in my friends.
Am I so unappealing? And like coz says, I'd rather die than have to change myself for someone else to like me. So it would take someone who is like me TO like me, but then we're back to the problem that there's no one like me.
And it's a deep, vicious cycle.
#39
Posted 28 April 2008 - 09:07 PM
#41
Posted 28 April 2008 - 09:12 PM
My hand is incapable of having an orgasm, however, it seems to work wonders in other places..
#44
Posted 28 April 2008 - 09:16 PM
Oops, caps, my pinky must've been too lazy to remove itself from the shift key.
#45
Posted 28 April 2008 - 10:48 PM
Icy is right.
#46
Posted 28 April 2008 - 10:55 PM
Icy, on Apr 28 2008, 11:01 PM, said:
So I'm kinda like Coz and I'm really good at acting and/or drowning myself in other people so I forget that I'm hurting. People see me as a smiley, happy-go-lucky kind of girl, but when I'm alone, I begin to remember and reflect on my loneliness. And I hate not knowing what I want; 95% of the people around me irritate me, so I like to be alone, but at the same time, when I'm alone, I think too much. And when I try to drown myself in music, a book, or go online, I somehow find myself faced with people who have happy relationships or friendships.
What I really long for is someone who I can relate to, whether it be in a relationship or simple friendship. I feel like I'm trying to fit into a shoe that's 2 sizes too small. My friends are nice and all, but they're not like me at all.
And then there's the general insecurity that, as soon as I build my confidence up, someone or something knocks it down. Recently, my guy friend (the one who let me sleep on his shoulder), reveled to us that he likes this girl in his Stats class. Now I would have been fine with that, but I had this stupid dream the other night where we kissed, and then suddenly everything got messed up. So when he told us today about the girl, I smiled, of course, but it hurt. Lately all the guys that I've liked have only been interested in my friends.
Am I so unappealing? And like coz says, I'd rather die than have to change myself for someone else to like me. So it would take someone who is like me TO like me, but then we're back to the problem that there's no one like me.
And it's a deep, vicious cycle.
It doesn't bother me that much, but I can relate.
#47
Posted 29 April 2008 - 12:03 AM
killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 02:26 PM, said:
Depends on the person. I've never had a relationship, even though I think I've been given the opportunity twice. I know quite a few people (who have lives) who haven't had a relationship yet.
I'm pretty sure that both times that I could've had a relationship, it either wouldn't have lasted long, or would've ended badly.
#49
Posted 29 April 2008 - 07:54 AM
I was more talking about the drinking and vomiting. I just cannot comprehend how feeling like shyt is nice x.x
But nah, I have fun with lots of my friends. I'm about to go fishing with them now ^_~