A Faded Memory A poem I wrote.
#1
Posted 18 September 2004 - 03:48 PM
I am here
but to you I am gone
just a faded memory
I see you
but you dont see me
because I'm just a faded memory
the memory of me
is hidden inside of you
somewhere unseen
now I am nothing to you
nothing but a memory
you dont notice
as I fade into the distance
no one does
you dont care
that I fade out of existance
no one does
I leave you
and you do not miss me
because all I am to you
is just a faded memory
#2
Posted 18 September 2004 - 04:06 PM
That is VERY good Mieria!
EDIT: So I don't scare you I will let you know that I am Piers Diamondberg master, who is a top ten poster and not some n00b :(
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Posted 18 September 2004 - 04:52 PM
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Posted 18 September 2004 - 05:52 PM
#8
Posted 18 September 2004 - 07:06 PM
Miles and Miles
I look to the stars and whisper your name
I miss you more each and everyday
I know everything would be better
if you were here with me
when your gone I feel so sad
I feel like everything has turned out bad
I know everything would be better
if you were here with me
miles and miles seperate us from eachother
but thoes miles cant stop us from loving one another
I long for the day when we finally meet
I long for the day when my eyes can finally see
the thing that would make me most happy
you...
I hold my arms out now
wanting to hold you but I dont see how
because miles and miles seperate us from eachother
but thoes miles cant stop us from loving oneanother
I hope someday I'll hold you tight
in my arms and drive away all the fright
you are my only true light
even tought miles and miles seperate us from eachother
thoes miles cant stop us from loving one and another
#10
Posted 18 September 2004 - 08:56 PM
Heaven
hurry now, we're growing near
there is no time to shed a tear
though our loved ones are lost
and our homes are gone
we must continue to move on
and get to the place
where we will finally be safe
a place with no sorrow, hatred or fear
you will find no destruction here
we have lost so much
but have much more to gain
so follow me and I'll relieve your pain
I'll take you to a wonderful place
a place called heaven
Way of War
life is scarce in these blood stained lands
we've fallen into our enemy's hands
now that there is no where left to flee
we've lost all our courage and bravery
and we simply strive to survive
our captors treat us harshly
and as time passes by slowly
our will to live withers away
wishes for death creep into play
this is the way of war
The Gates of Heaven and Hell
I see my life flash before my eyes
as the close it is the end of my life
for a moment there is nothing
I feel, see, hear, and think nothing
then a gentle feeling sweeps over me
as I slowly begin to rise
the Lords angels by my side
they lift me up to heaven
and I approach the pearly gates
as Saint Peter opens them wide
I can see the Lords blood stained face
I see the crown of thorns resting on his head
I see his hands, feet, and side
then I stare into his painfilled eyes
I weap for all my sins agenst you
for all the pain I've caused
I reach out to the Lord
but enstead I fall
I feel the heat rising
the ever growing flame
and I hear the souls from hell's tortured screams
I stand before hells firey gates
the devels wicked eyes glaring at me
he turns his head and the gats slam shut
this is not where I'm ment to be
I return again to nothing
not knowing where I'll go
rejected by hell and heaven unknown
a fear swells up inside me
will I stay here alone?
but before I could give it a second thought
it vanished and was gone
a warm kindness fills me
and I know the Lords angels are there
lifting me to heaven with the utmost gentleness and care
heavens gates are still open
the Lord is standing there glorified
he reaches a hand out to me
and guides me into his everlasting life
#12
Posted 18 September 2004 - 10:59 PM
the gentle eyes
i wish to see
the eyes i wish
to look at me
the soft skin
the soothing touch
the touch i want
so much
i dwell nearer
and hen the space
between us grows
and in this place
i can see
a faint view
of your kind face
a glimps of you
i long for one
one to love
to let my spirit
soar like a dove
set it free
into the open breeze
and then i wonder
and i freeze
i wonder
will love ever be true
will i ever
really find you
i need you
that much i know
i want the spark
of love to grow
i want to find him
the one i love so
but right now
my head hangs low
my spirit sad
and alone
longing for one
the longing grows
for the one
who really does care
i know he
is out there somewhere
the briliant rays
that warm my heart
the rays that bring
bring the start
of a new begining
bringing out
the light from inside
and my heart
bears joyful shouts
i'm so happy
as happy as can be
and suddenly
i begin to see
things that
wernt there befor
things that make
me want to soar
up in the sky
let my spirit fly
my heart beating
rapidly
and then
it just stops
the joy the light
it all goes away
and all i ever could
wish is for it to stay
but theres no trace
of it anywhere
i sit in silence
and i stare
i seek what made
me leap with joy
was it all
just a dream
thats all
it seems
i'm surrounded
by shadows again
everything
i used to live in
it has all returned
even the blood red eyes
the eyes that never
pass by
the ones that
continuously insult
and all i get
as a result
is the fear
the hatred it shows
and now
i dont know
after seeing
the bright light
if i could ever go
back to that life
so i wait for you
to save me from the night
the night where
i once saw your light
(sorry this one isnt broken into stanza's for you guys.)
Alone in the Rain
I stand outside
where its dark and cold
I have no place to go
I'm compleatly alone
the rain pours down
wet and cold
washing away all my dreams
there is no hope left for me it seems
thunder echos throughout the skys
telling me that everyone has left
that I'm alone
everyone is gone
the clouds cast shadows
down upon me
but I can see a light
within sight
but it slowly fades away
leaving me
escaping all the pain
the falling rain
the light is gone
tears start to fall
mixing with the rain
encouraging the pain
I fall back into the shadows
where no one can find me
soaked by tears
surrounded by fears
its all over
no hope to escape
stuck with the pain
alone in the rain
Fading
I can see you
but your so far away
and your fading
our friendship is fading
I want to be with you
for our friendship to never end
but your fading
always fading
I dont want to be alone
to feel the pain of you being gone
the pain of your fading
slowly fading
dont leave me
please dont go
stop fading
the unending fading
I Cry
i cry to death
i cry to pain
i cry to everything i cant gain
i cry to the moon
i cry to the sky
i cry to the sorrows filling my life
i cry to my endless suffers
i cry to the pain i take
i cry to everything that i make
i cry for my life
i cry for my death
i cry for everything thats never enough
i cry because i am lost
i cry because i am gone
i cry for somone to come
i cry to live
i cry for the light
i cry that i may
never give up this fight
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Posted 18 September 2004 - 11:21 PM
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Posted 19 September 2004 - 12:05 PM
darkness takes over my soul
leaving me empty and alone
darkness takes over my soul
nothing left for me to hold
all memories slipping form my grasp
except the ones of my painful past
a past of exile and of shame
a past that ruined my good name
pain and sorrow are all that remain
everything good gone
pain and sorrow are all that remain
stuck with it for eternity
its my fault that I am this way
I made all the good things go away
I struggled to be alone
and now no good can show
darkness takes over my soul
leaving me empty and alone
darkness takes over my soul
nothing left for me to hold
Freezing Rain
the cold night nags at me
freezing me inside
why did you leave me here
i wait for you to come by
but you dont show
you just leave me alone
i wish you would come
and take me home
the rain starts to fall
the rain of pain
the rain fo despair
the rain of sorrow
the rain that says you dont care
it freezes my insides
till there is nothing left
you left me there
to my death
Peirced By Many Blades
my heart aches
like it was pierced by many blades
I linger here
till you come to my aid
my longing for you
only can grow
my years of waiting
I have to show
that I truly love you
with my whole heart
I want to search for you
but I don’t know where to start
without you I’m lost
I’m nothing at all
except a broken heart
that continues to fall
threw the darkness
until I can find
the one I truly love
the one I can call mine
My poems are starting to scare me. O_o Havent read these in a long time.
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Posted 19 September 2004 - 12:35 PM
#22
Posted 19 September 2004 - 02:28 PM
lies slip from me
blinding me
but I don’t try to stop them
people call to me
but I don’t listen
I don’t try to call back to them
a deep pain fills me
making my soul ache
but I don’t try to stop it
I no longer care to see
I no longer care to hear
I no longer care if I hurt
I no longer care
If It Wern't For You
if it wernt for you
i would be gone
if it wernt for you
i wouldnt have moved on
i continue to struggle
but then i see you
and i keep going
and i pull threw
thanks to you
i keep on going
because of you
my life keeps flowing
without you
i never would have tried
i would have given up
and lost my life
i would have given in
to all who hate me
i would have never
got to see
your face
and love it forever
never let it slip from me
never
Quiet Whispers
i hear voices
inside my head
i listen closely
as they said
my name softly
i ask myself
are they even there
its not good for my healt
am i going mad
have i lost my mind
i search but i dont find
any around
none to speak
my name
an explanation i seek
why can i hear
voices whispering
my name
i continue listening
but they now
stop their murmurs
and i would search
the four corners
of the earth
i will
seek them out
till my fellings fulfilled
i will search
i will find
nomatter how long
untill my mind
knows who
was wispering that night
the ones that
stayed out of sight
What do you feel when you read my poems? The overall feeling of them? I've always wanted to know what people felt. ^^;;
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Posted 19 September 2004 - 02:30 PM
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#25
Posted 21 September 2004 - 07:32 PM
Shaded Tears
standing in the shadows
crying many tears
tears of agony
tears of fears
fears of never seeing you again
haunt me in the remaining days
haunt even my dreams
if only you could stay
ever sense that day
I learned of your departure
my life has gone downhill
everything has gotten harder
everytime I see you
only one thing keeps the tears away
your happy face
allows on my face a smile to stay
but as soon as your gone
my heart again plunges into despair
watching you walk away
just leaving me there
so depressed
feeling completely alone
but you cant tell
you don’t know
is there a point to life anymore
everything important gone
I want to leave this place of sorrows
but there is no place left to run
no light left inside of me
my heart dark and cold
no hope left for me
ever sense that day I was told
Fallen Dreams
I look back on the past
when everything was great
I made choices
that at the time seemed right
but I look back
now and regret
my choices only caused
pain and Loneliness
if you've felt this pain
you'll never want to let go
of the things you have now
the things you know
but sometimes that means
taking another wrong turn
hiding in the darkness
longing for the light
as each day passes by
the darkness becomes more alive
the light now weakening
forgetting what its tried
wanted to be seen
longing to be alive
the light goes away now
the darkness took it all
all its hopes and dreams
that caused it to fall
the shadows surround you
they are on each and every side
now nothing stands between you
and the shadows coming closer
with each and every step
they start to close you in
even if you hide away
they will find you again
and now the moment of truth
if you don't face your fears
the darkness will engulf you
taking even your tears
for that is what it feeds on
your fallen hopes and dreams
all your fears and sadness
that's what it seems to be
a collection of your bad times
growing constantly
so will you let it take you?
from what you now see
Will you be in the darkness,
for now and eternity?
I've Been Told
I've been told
"we will always be friends"
but it changed
the friendship didnt last
I've been told
"I will never change"
but it wasnt true
he changed
I've been told
"you will always have someone who cares"
where has the someone gone
that person isnt here
I've been told
"you will always have someone to turn to"
but that cant be true
I have no one
I've been told
"you have to believe"
but its hard
when what you believe in goes wrong
No Words
I can see you
your not so far away after all
but I cant seem to call out to you
knowing your there
but not being able to speak
believing your there
is it all just a dream
I want to know you
but you dont notice me at all
and I cant reach out to you
to you I am invisible
in your eyes I do not exist
it is such a horrible feeling
what did I do to deserve this
I'm to shy to talk to you
I cant get any words out at all
so I cant be with you
our friendship never existed
so why do I feel like I've lost everything
because I lost a friendship that could have been
just by not speaking
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Posted 21 September 2004 - 07:51 PM
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