[Aquamarine]

So, what's been going on in your life? Something interesting, hopefully... Are you satisfied with the way things are going?

Talk about yourself!

[Eugine]

haha. My school life sucks.
I should unsuck it by studying now >.>

[Aquamarine]

... School life?

I was hoping for something a bit better, Euge...

[Eugine]

Relationship wise my life sucks also. I feel sad when I see happy couples. WHY NOT ME?

[Folcon]

My social life sucks. You know it's bad when you spend every Saturday home alone with nothing better to do then cruise the forum.

[Caael]

Thought you had a gf escout.

My life is pretty crap atm :\ Bad school life, bad home life. The only thing good is my social life because I luff my friends <3

[Eugine]

My spiritual life also sucks. WHY CANT I FIND A CHURCH I LIKE?
My internet sucks. WHY DOES IT DC SO MUCH?
My slippers sucks. WHY DID IT BURST TODAY?
Cable sucks. WHY ONLY TERRIBLE SHOWS ON?
My ears sucks. WHY IS IT ONLY SCRATCHING?

[Laharl]

ano basho ano toki wa kowashite
(I'll overcome those places and times in my mind)

I can change my life!

[Aquamarine]

My social life: As far as friends and hanging out goes it's amazing. I always have someone to phone up and see if they want to go to a party or something. As for relationships, there's nothing much to say. It's definitely not going well but i don't really care that much. I'm not trying to have a relationship.

School: Couldn't care less how it is, it's almost the end of my last year at high school, and I'm barely even attending my lessons. I just can't bother, I want to sleep. A couple of days ago a friend and I decided we wouldn't go to school so we spent all day playing Wii Sports at my place while the other losers learned stuff. :o My parents weren't happy about it, but there's nothing they can do really.

Job: I don't actually have a job atm, but I SHOULD start hosting that show soon, but they seem to be postponing the start of said show... Can't wait for it to begin though.

College prep: Pretty good, I'm getting ready with a great Serbian actress. So far so good...

Dunno what else to say except I'm loving it!

[Gio]

Sorta just ignore everything thing that isn't good. So right now if anything bad is going on right now I really wouldn't know. lol

[Caael]

Well i'm not doing badly in my schoolwork...yet...I just need to wait for the mock exam results to come back to see if i'm doing bad or not.:o

[Toasty]

Aquamarine, on Apr 27 2008, 02:49 PM, said:

... School life?

I was hoping for something a bit better, Euge...

XD

Innuendos ftw.



I do nothing for most of the day, go to school, do my homework in first period and sleep when I'm done, go to band for 2nd period, lunch detention comes next (until tuesday), math, science, home.

That's my typical day. I'm bored ****less. I need a soulmate or something. XD

[Caael]

Get a GF. Seriously, it's not hard. Find a girl you like and ask her out. She says no, then find somebody else. Says yes and go from there.

[Lightning Star]

Social life: It's alright, but lately I've felt very lonely in the fact that none of my good friends are like me at all. They're kinda boring in their interests and stuff, but they're super dependable. I just wish at least one of them was a little bit like me.

Relationship life: No relationships ATM. I feel your pain, Eugine. I can't stand those happy couples; makes me want a relationship. But I can deal being single too.

School life: Major procrastination. I have a C in Pre-calculus (which is a first time I've ever had lower than a B in anything), and I just can't motivate myself to work. I have two AP tests coming up (US history on the 9th, English language on the 14th) but I'm not worried about those, since they don't count for a grade; I'm more worried about Chemistry (I have a B-) and Pre calc for obvious reasons.

Job: none. I'm planning to get one over the summer.

And I've officially determined that I'm Schizophrenic. Theres me, and there's Icy. She's like a living conscience that I can't really explain, but if I ever feel lonely, we talk and I feel a lot better ^^. I've also dropped my obsession with Rockman.exe (which lasted about 2 and half years, and now I've become obsessed with Naruto. Shoot me, but I don't really care; it's good, I like it, now leave me and Icy to my yaoi and go away >>


Yeah, I'm a freak.

[Someone Else]

Social life sucks.
School life sucks.
Love life? Don't make me laugh.
My life sucks.





...but I still have a sense of humor. =)

[Caael]

Social: Best part of my life. I love all my friends and I always have somebody to talk to, whether it's online or offline. I count you guys as my friends too, isn't that sweet :P But school is well fun with mates. Learning is just so much more fun when you're drawing obscene images on the back of your friend's book :B

School: Explained this before, I dont know until my mocks come back. But i'm doing good in Media Studies; I got a distinction in my coursework, which is the equivalent of an A. As long as I get B< in my mocks, i'm happy.

Home: I dont like my family, which is why I stay in my room all day on MSN, 360 and the internet. They complain about me being anti-social, which is rather ironic, considering the reasons I do all those things is to talk to people and be sociable :B

Love: Got my eye on somebody, but i'll give it a few weeks before I make a move. Besides, dont know if she likes me yet x)

Job: None, unless looking after this kid sometimes counts, but it's not really a stable income because sometimes i'll be doing it twice a week and another time not once for a few months. Idc, i get money :P

[Lightning Star]

@WD: That's the spirit! Always look on the bright side of life!

http://www.youtube.c...h?v=LxQgXgS5G3c

I just had to.

[Caael]

I knew what that link was without even clicking on it :B

I call it British intuition.

[Lightning Star]

or a very popular line from a very popular song. And that post was to WD btw. You posted before I finished.

[Caael]

I didnt say otherwise. I was just saying I knew it was Monty Python without clicking.


Seriously, if you're British and dont know every single word to that song, you should be ashamed of yourself :P

[Someone Else]

I'm really starting to feel like there's no point to anything, though, or anyone cares. Maybe I'll explain. Later. If anybody cares.

[Caael]

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@WD That's the spirit! Always look on the bright side of life!

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I'm really starting to feel like there's no point to anything, though, or anyone cares. Maybe I'll explain. Later. If anybody cares.

Lolirony

[Someone Else]

Yeah, not really an optimistic person, but I have a sense of humor still. It's not the same thing.

[kate]

IB EXAMS

ONE WEEK

18 PAPERS

3 HISTORY ESSAYS IN 2 AND A HALF HOURS

6 HISTORY ESSAYS TOTAL

MATRICES AND VECTORS AND DIFFERENTIAL CALCULUS

suicide party here in 7 days. I'll bring the kool aid, you bring the rat poison

[Nosferatu]

kate, on Apr 27 2008, 06:45 PM, said:

suicide party here in 7 days. I'll bring the kool aid, you bring the rat poison

Sweet.

Got back from a trip. Whoop-dee-do. Sleep tomorrow. **** school.

[Eugine]

kate, on Apr 27 2008, 09:45 PM, said:

suicide party here in 7 days. I'll bring the kool aid, you bring the rat poison

I prefer it old school. I'll bring the rope.

[Toasty]

Wind Dude, on Apr 27 2008, 05:07 PM, said:

Social life sucks.
School life sucks.
Love life? Don't make me laugh.
My life sucks.





...but I still have a sense of humor. =)

Same. Except minus the sense of humor. XD

I just have nothing to do all day. Occaisionally I'll a design for some contraption will pop into my head, and I'll sketch it out on graph paper, but that's basically my highlight of the day.

[Quacnar]

Great idea for a topic, Water dude

[Quacnar]

Great idea for a topic, Water dude. It is a way for everyone on GSSF to spread their misery to others.

School: I am pretty damn smart, and well liked by teachers. I get good grades; however I feel as if the same things happene everyday in school. i would like if something different happens, but it wont. As for the students in my school, I am in a school where there are few "bad seeds", yet I feel as if no student in the building actually likes me. Not as in te bf gf way, but as a friend. I also never hand in HW which becomes a problem.

Social: Similar to above, no person in the world likes me. My friends don't even really want to talk to me. I am quite a nuisance to others, and I know that if I was a bit nicer more people would like me but I dont even do that. If I have to change myself to be liked by others i rather be hated. I try to decieve myself into thinking that i am happy, and that in other places in the world there is poverty and famine, but I always fail. I even try to convince myself that I might just be slghtly paranoid and crazed and that more people do like me. Because there is a constant battle between these two opposing forces, sometimes I feel happy and at other times I think about suicide. The sweet idea of killing myself and of all the different ways it could be done. Jumping from I high building, gun shot to head, drugging myself, but more importantly than the way of death is the actual suicide letter. I never take responsibility for my acctions as a person, always blaming other peple for my mistakes. The suicide letter would be the truth. How I really feel about everyone I know and who to blame for my suicide. Those people will hopefully live in agony for a long time. I probably would have attempted my death a long time ago if there wasn't this battling side that surfaces every so often, my ability to act, and my fear of death. Because of my acting ability (Theatre camp) as far as most are concerned I am very content with life. I am just a strange comiedic dandy character who is happy with this life. If people knew of my illusioned misery perhaps they would care more. I have managed to prevent myself from admitting this to anyone (or admitting to much so that m parents would get involved or I would go to therapy. Doing either of these would be admitting to myself that there is something wrong with me. Although I am pretty sure of this, that would give the win to my misery side and probably make me in a worse condition. I dont mind telling all of you this, because you cant do anything. There is no way any of you could convince me that their a "brighter side of life" and you cant get help for me. Haaris could I guess, but he doesnt have the courage. As for my fear of death, I have many fears, but this is the greatest. Since I doubt god, that would be the end. Its over, no looking over other people, I am done. I cant end it yet, so I wait. I eat more and more and just do nothing until I get a heart attack and die. I probably could never directly kill myself, I lack the courage of ending my life, however eating would indirectly end my life, plus I get to eat lots of tasty foods. With my slowly getting fatter, my wardrobe can become better as my parents need to constantly buy new clothes. However, my fatness just makes me hate myself more. Its a perpetual cycle.

Home: Me and my parents. They are nice people, give me money, good food, everything I child could want. The perfect parents really, I never even get grounded or stuff like that. I just seem to not really want to talk to them though, going to a TV and computer most hours of my day.

Love: Im gay, and every other kid in my age group is either:

1. female
2. Likes women
3. Wont admit they are gay (Me)
4. Doesnt know there gay

Never have even made out with someone. Pretty damn pathetic.

Job: My allowance is rather large, but Ill do random jobs for my parents and stuff like that. I used to work at this saturday program but it will be over for a while, when it reopens ill do that again. My dad's coworker has a 2 year old son who I have baby sat once. it may not sound big, but I am doing it again in a week. That will make it once every 2 weeks so far. At 10 dollars an hours and 4 hours probably each time. Doing it every 2 weeks means lots of money for me. i need this money as I spend my weekends at a card shop with people who really dont give a damn about me playing assorted card games. It is something to try to fill a void in my life. It doesnt really work.

There is my life ina a nutshell, hoped you enjoyed.

[Caael]

Medical life: I ****ing hate headaches :P I get them constantly, almost daily and it really, really annoys me. I cant kill the problem, just the symptoms and it's really quite frustrating. I'm not fat but i'm not skinny either. I'm average build as well. Nothign to complain about really, except for the headaches.

[Eugine]

killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:

...I eat more and more and just do nothing until I get a heart attack and die... however eating would indirectly end my life... With my slowly getting fatter... However, my fatness just makes me hate myself more. ...

What's hard with eating a proper, balanced meal? Obesity is bad. It's good to train yourself now rather than later. You are still young.

killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:

Love: Im gay, and every other kid in my age group is either:

1. female
2. Likes women
3. Wont admit they are gay (Me)
4. Doesnt know there gay

You should light flirt ^_~, and be nice to your friends.

killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 04:37 PM, said:

Never have even made out with someone. Pretty damn pathetic.

Nah, there's nothing pathetic with this man. Oh well, maybe I'm just special, but I hardly see the big deal x.x

[Saturos S.]

Let's see, 2 week holiday just started, after the holiday a school work week in Rome...

Life's looking good.

[Quacnar]

1. Its hard for me. I just am driven to eat the most delicious thing possible.

2. I try

3. Everyone in he orld who is looking fro a relationship, should have already.

[kate]

Hey, could be worse, you could be a girl. I could be skin and bones and still think I'm fat and I know it.

Ugh. IB exams in 6 days. My life is a spiralling pit of despair. And my fscking friends tried to cheer me up by telling me I'm pretty, but I heard them doing this rating game and they gave each other 10's and me a 7. Confidence booster FTW. I need man. Rawr.

[Aquamarine]

Had a great time with mates just now. They came over to my house about 10 pm and now it's 4 am, they just left. Played WiiSports all night and drank loads of beer with loud music playing. One of my friends got extremely drunk, he had to vomit... So yeah, good time, shame my asthma is killing me atm.

killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 10:37 PM, said:

Great idea for a topic, Water dude

Plz call me Aqua. The 'Dude' thing was a bad idea...

[Eugine]

And that makes your life nice how Aqua?

[Lightning Star]

I can't fit this into one category, 'cause it encompasses all, pretty much.

So I'm kinda like Coz and I'm really good at acting and/or drowning myself in other people so I forget that I'm hurting. People see me as a smiley, happy-go-lucky kind of girl, but when I'm alone, I begin to remember and reflect on my loneliness. And I hate not knowing what I want; 95% of the people around me irritate me, so I like to be alone, but at the same time, when I'm alone, I think too much. And when I try to drown myself in music, a book, or go online, I somehow find myself faced with people who have happy relationships or friendships.

What I really long for is someone who I can relate to, whether it be in a relationship or simple friendship. I feel like I'm trying to fit into a shoe that's 2 sizes too small. My friends are nice and all, but they're not like me at all.

And then there's the general insecurity that, as soon as I build my confidence up, someone or something knocks it down. Recently, my guy friend (the one who let me sleep on his shoulder), reveled to us that he likes this girl in his Stats class. Now I would have been fine with that, but I had this stupid dream the other night where we kissed, and then suddenly everything got messed up. So when he told us today about the girl, I smiled, of course, but it hurt. Lately all the guys that I've liked have only been interested in my friends.

Am I so unappealing? And like coz says, I'd rather die than have to change myself for someone else to like me. So it would take someone who is like me TO like me, but then we're back to the problem that there's no one like me.

And it's a deep, vicious cycle.

[Mallick]

tl;dr

[Blue]

Lifes ok. Works going well, school is just boring. Social life is where I want it to be. Don't care about relationship status right now.

[Lightning Star]

Anonymous, on Apr 28 2008, 08:05 PM, said:

tl;dr

can someone remind me what that means? Honestly. It looks like your hand orgasmed on the keyboard.

[Mallick]

Too long; didn't read.

My hand is incapable of having an orgasm, however, it seems to work wonders in other places..

[Lightning Star]

Aparently not on the keyboard. It's quite lazy there.

[Eugine]

Icy I can relate to your scenario x.x

[Mallick]

DAMN, I AM INSULTED FOR TYPING A COMMONLY USED ACRONYM.

Oops, caps, my pinky must've been too lazy to remove itself from the shift key.

[Quacnar]

Eugine, you can't. True despair is an emotion you havent once exemplified. Feeling alone waiting for someone to make everything better, it is very rock bottom.

Icy is right.

[Eugine]

Icy, on Apr 28 2008, 11:01 PM, said:

I can't fit this into one category, 'cause it encompasses all, pretty much.

So I'm kinda like Coz and I'm really good at acting and/or drowning myself in other people so I forget that I'm hurting. People see me as a smiley, happy-go-lucky kind of girl, but when I'm alone, I begin to remember and reflect on my loneliness. And I hate not knowing what I want; 95% of the people around me irritate me, so I like to be alone, but at the same time, when I'm alone, I think too much. And when I try to drown myself in music, a book, or go online, I somehow find myself faced with people who have happy relationships or friendships.

What I really long for is someone who I can relate to, whether it be in a relationship or simple friendship. I feel like I'm trying to fit into a shoe that's 2 sizes too small. My friends are nice and all, but they're not like me at all.

And then there's the general insecurity that, as soon as I build my confidence up, someone or something knocks it down. Recently, my guy friend (the one who let me sleep on his shoulder), reveled to us that he likes this girl in his Stats class. Now I would have been fine with that, but I had this stupid dream the other night where we kissed, and then suddenly everything got messed up. So when he told us today about the girl, I smiled, of course, but it hurt. Lately all the guys that I've liked have only been interested in my friends.

Am I so unappealing? And like coz says, I'd rather die than have to change myself for someone else to like me. So it would take someone who is like me TO like me, but then we're back to the problem that there's no one like me.

And it's a deep, vicious cycle.

I can relate to the stuff I bolded. Honestly =)
It doesn't bother me that much, but I can relate.

[Toasty]

killercoz, on Apr 28 2008, 02:26 PM, said:

Everyone in he world who is looking fro a relationship, should have already.

Depends on the person. I've never had a relationship, even though I think I've been given the opportunity twice. I know quite a few people (who have lives) who haven't had a relationship yet.

I'm pretty sure that both times that I could've had a relationship, it either wouldn't have lasted long, or would've ended badly.

[Aquamarine]

Eugine, on Apr 29 2008, 04:22 AM, said:

And that makes your life nice how Aqua?

Maybe in the way that I actually have friends that I can have a lot of fun and laugh with, unlike you.

[Eugine]

Burn x3. However how untrue it is =)
I was more talking about the drinking and vomiting. I just cannot comprehend how feeling like shyt is nice x.x

But nah, I have fun with lots of my friends. I'm about to go fishing with them now ^_~