To be honest, I've been feeling like a whiney ***** the past few days. Well, on here at least.
Caael, on Jul 8 2008, 12:52 PM, said:
That's the idea.
I know i'm not exactly popular in the world, but i've not done anything to deserve the stuff I get. Tom knows what i'm talking about; people will have something against me for doing nothing, and just generally not like me for being who I am. I'm not a particularly annoying person, and I have boundaries, so I really cant see why people despise me.
I'm just bored of living. Not saying I want to kill myself, but if I was confronted with death I would gladly accept it.
Call me emo or attention seeker all you like, i've put on a happy mask over this and tried to keep it to myself, but sometimes i need to vent.
The only reason why I think people here might've ever disliked you, was for some crude jokes and stuff. And you were an ass about something. Can't remember.
I believe things happen for a reason, and the outcome is what you make of the situation. You can either take the opportunity to understand why whatever happened, happened, and then try to fix it so that it doesn't happen again, or you can say you hate your family and wish they get cancer. ;)
Honestly though, I'm drawn to call you a whiney emo *****, and I have no idea why, because I normally wouldn't say that to someone like you. :( Seriously though.
Probably has something to do with your attitude. If you want respect, act like you deserve it, and like someone who really
does deserve it.
Personally, I was bullied a lot in 5th grade. When 6th grade came around though, it wasn't so bad. Why? Because I quite acting like a kid who was picked on. When someone made a rude comment to my face or something, I'd probably get mad, but I wouldn't show it, and I just shrugged it off.
The only people who give me **** now are people who don't know me, and pick on nerds by habit. That still doesn't happen very often though.
Get over it and move on with life. That's what I did. I forgive and forget so fast that for me, it sometimes seems like nothing ever happened. Even though when I'm angry I wish I could stay angry,a nd wish I could get a chance to say something to someone's face, I end up cooling down before I get that chance, and by the time I see the person again, I'm smiling.