Love, Commitment and Down-going Topic
#401
Posted 11 February 2010 - 04:11 PM
But the biggest pickle is that there will be at least 4 other girls at this party that I would like to hook up with. But how can I even try anything with my loving friend around? I can bet you anything she's going to make a scene if I make out with another girl, and then everyone will find out that she's in love with me and that we kissed, and I don't want people to know that.
It's gonna be a hell of a party, I can't wait. Hopefully I'll have an interesting story for your viewing pleasure. :joy:
Oh, and here's some advice: Facebook is awesome for meeting girls and hooking up with them. I only recently discovered that.
#402
Posted 11 February 2010 - 08:13 PM
And I may have forgotten to mention this, but I've been dating this guy for a little over a month and I must say that he's amazing :] I really don't know why it took me so long to realize that we're actually quite perfect for each other.
#403
Posted 13 March 2010 - 10:23 AM
I KISSED A GIRL AND I LIKED IIIITTT~!
actually not really the last part. It was just like mouths. And stuff. Maybe I was too drunk to actually register what was going on. Meh. So between the fact that I've been to a strip club and nothing turned me on there, and the fact I kissed two girls and still wasn't affected by it leads me to believe I may not be as bisexual as I had thought I was. I'm just a whore, I guess XD.
#404
Posted 13 March 2010 - 11:03 AM
My "love life" has been stark-dry so far this year, which is disappointing, since last year I was hooking up with girls fairly often. I think I just have no interest in the girls I see anymore (I partially blame this on seeing the girls in Italy again for the first time in four years)...I haven't even gone to a party since almost two months ago, so I haven't been able to see girls that way.
With no interest, I think I just have no choice but to take a break.
#405
Posted 13 March 2010 - 11:13 AM
I've been with seven girls since the start of the year, and now I'm actually in a real relationship. We've been together for a bit over 10 days now and it's going pretty well. :P Lots happening in my love life.
#406
Posted 13 March 2010 - 03:13 PM
@GSN: Damn italian girls. They ruin it for the rest of us! Haha, but nah. One of the girls I kissed last night is Italian and even I say is quite hot. But being single has its perks, and if you're content with that you'll probably find the right person without even realizing it.
@ Aqua: Awww, I really hope it works out for you. Lucky number 7? :P
And I find this odd. This isn't me, but one of my good friends. He's gay, and he's going out with a lesbian. They're not physical with each other, and in an "open" relationship. They like each other, but it just seems very odd. Even he says it is, but it works. Random relationship of the day, I guess. I just don't get it. XD
#407
Posted 13 March 2010 - 09:41 PM
I just gravitate a lot more towards European girls in general too, not just Italian (Although I think I'm biased in both cases). European girls are just way classier in general, but that's not to say no American girl can be just as classy.
And LOL, I didn't even know it was possible for a fag and a lesbo to be in any kind of relationship. That's nuts...also, post 3000 right hur.
#409
Posted 20 March 2010 - 10:02 PM
#411
Posted 21 March 2010 - 10:48 AM
And yeah, I remember my first kiss felt like the guy was going to eat my face off, like skidz said XD
#412
Posted 21 March 2010 - 01:36 PM
Well except that GL doesn't need to give details on his gf if he doesn't want to.
#413
Posted 21 March 2010 - 07:26 PM
#414
Posted 21 March 2010 - 08:22 PM
(short story) She came with a request for math tutoring, since I'm a major. Have a few sessions. Comes one day wearing a Muse shirt. Invited her for ice cream. All continued from there.
#415
Posted 21 March 2010 - 08:27 PM
seriously: That's very cute and sweet. I'm happy for you, especially since I know you like them asians :P
#416
Posted 21 March 2010 - 08:35 PM
#417
Posted 21 March 2010 - 08:45 PM
#418
Posted 21 March 2010 - 08:47 PM
#423
Posted 28 March 2010 - 04:32 PM
#424
Posted 28 March 2010 - 04:47 PM
#425
Posted 28 March 2010 - 04:53 PM
I assume Icy's post was aimed at me.
#429
Posted 28 March 2010 - 09:52 PM
#432
Posted 29 March 2010 - 03:43 PM
And just to make things clear, I'd like to point out that relationships are about self sacrifice. You should never expect to gain anything in return. That's not to say you should stay in a relationship where you're being taken advantage of, but when you begin to expect that the other person will give you something in return for your love, it'll turn sour.
That may sound like a stupid way of viewing things, but I'm not quite finished yet. When both you and the other person understand what a relationship is all about, neither one of you will ever need to worry about the other person giving you something in return, because you'll both end up receiving exactly what you wanted, and because you won't have expected it, it will make the gift that much better.
That's not to say a relationship between two people who get it will be perfect. Every couple will have their quarrels. But if you're both willing to make sacrifices for the other person, you'll get through it without many problems.
I'm not sure if I worded all of that correctly though. It's kind of hard for me to explain it properly.
#433
Posted 29 March 2010 - 05:34 PM
#436
Posted 29 March 2010 - 06:56 PM
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 07:43 AM, said:
DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB!
You're dumb.
#437
Posted 29 March 2010 - 07:27 PM
#438
Posted 29 March 2010 - 07:41 PM
#439
Posted 29 March 2010 - 08:02 PM
As for what Toasty said, I assume "getting back" varies for each person depending on what they're wanting. Going to the point where you "demand" something from another person may adversely affect the relationship... it's possible to appreciate what your partner gives you, even if it's not the original expectation you thought must be present in the person.
Those expectations are what Toasty is saying may not be worth having. I interpreted it to mean not to have strict, rigid "must-haves", and instead go into a relationship willing to take what there is actually and seeing what the person has for you, even if it's not what was originally expected or desired 100%.
#440
Posted 29 March 2010 - 08:16 PM
Lemontime, on Mar 29 2010, 05:56 PM, said:
You're dumb.
80% of your posts are dumb but I don't say anything.
What GL said, and also that if you begin to expect something out of any relationship, including friendships, you're setting yourself up for hurt and for disappointment.
#441
Posted 29 March 2010 - 08:32 PM
Lemontime, on Mar 29 2010, 06:41 PM, said:
You obviously misinterpreted what I was trying to say. I suppose I didn't do a good job of describing it.
The idea of "giving everything while receiving nothing" isn't the point I was trying to get across. Hence the part about not staying in a relationship where you're being taken advantage of.
Try reading it again a few more times.
Golden Legacy, on Mar 29 2010, 07:02 PM, said:
Those expectations are what Toasty is saying may not be worth having. I interpreted it to mean not to have strict, rigid "must-haves", and instead go into a relationship willing to take what there is actually and seeing what the person has for you, even if it's not what was originally expected or desired 100%.
That's pretty close to what I meant. There's more to it though.
Someone Else, on Mar 29 2010, 07:16 PM, said:
What GL said, and also that if you begin to expect something out of any relationship, including friendships, you're setting yourself up for hurt and for disappointment.
Yes! That's one of the points I was trying to get across.
#443
Posted 29 March 2010 - 08:39 PM
And though this sounds harsh, if you were good at spotting someone who understands what it's about, you wouldn't ever end up in a situation where the other person is basically taking advantage of you.
Also, there's a saying that goes something like "Fools learn from experience, wisemen learn from the experience of others" that I like to use as my life's motto. Even though I don't always follow its advice...
#444
Posted 29 March 2010 - 08:46 PM
Someone Else, on Mar 30 2010, 12:16 PM, said:
Someone Else, on Mar 30 2010, 12:16 PM, said:
#445
Posted 29 March 2010 - 10:06 PM
I already told you where that led him.
My point about a relationship being about self sacrifice, is that when both parties sacrifice, you both end up getting exactly what you want. But if you only expect to get something from the other person, either one of you will get everything and the other will get nothing, or you both won't get anything at all.
So by expecting something, you get nothing. But by expecting nothing, you get everything that you'd want and need out of the relationship.
That is, of course, assuming that you aren't a selfish asshole. But if you were, you wouldn't even know what the point of a relationship is to begin with.
If neither of you make sacrifices, nothing will ever come of your relationship. IT will go nowhere. If only one of you does, then the relationship will turn sour. If both of you make sacrifices, your relationship will more likely than not blossom into something worthwhile.
#447
Posted 29 March 2010 - 10:48 PM
Just get out there and enjoy shit.
It's my 13 month on thursday.
#448
Posted 29 March 2010 - 11:10 PM
I'm only interested in a relationship that actually has a chance of going somewhere.
And believe me, this isn't over analysis of relationships, this is philosophy. If you take it to heart, your love life might get even better.
Icy, on Mar 29 2010, 09:23 PM, said:
I know what a good relationship is. But it takes two to make it happen.
That's what I've been saying. =/
If the other person isn't committed, then obviously you two weren't meant to be together. He may still know what the point of a relationship is, but he just doesn't think you're the person he's looking for. Or he doesn't know what it is, and because of that, he's just being an ass.
If the person is selfish, then they won't know what a relationship is about in the first place.
And I'm not saying you don't know what a good relationship is.
#450
Posted 29 March 2010 - 11:40 PM
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 03:10 PM, said:
That's what I've been saying. =/
If we believe you, the boy with the outsider perspective and no real experience, we'll be better off? This is over analysis, you're putting way too much thought into what is required for a relationship to work successfully- that makes it over analysis. You may call it philosophy because you haven't experienced yet, but all that is required for a working relationship is two people who love and appreciate each other to the extent that they want to be with them all the time. It is that simple, don't make it out to be something it isn't.
#451
Posted 30 March 2010 - 01:13 AM
It's important to love the other person in a relationship. In fact, that's part of what forms the base of all relationships. But what is love? What does loving the other person involve doing? Love is unconditional (read that, unconditional). You can't just sometimes love someone and sometimes not love them. That's the first, most important thing that a person needs to know when starting a relationship. The next thing they need to know, is that if they go into a relationship with selfish desires, it won't end well. However, if they go into the relationship only with the desire to love, care for, and provide for the other person (i.e. self sacrifice), the relationship might actually have a chance of working. However, like I've said before, both parties must feel that same thing for the relaitonship to work.
And you know what? You're right. It's crazy for anyone to listen to what someone who has never been in a relationship is saying. But you want to know something else? This information is something I've acquired after paying close attention to how the relationships of people around me have panned out. I've seen how they started, I've seen how they ended. I know what they had in mind when they started, and I know what they did to screw it up, or why they ended it.
Whether or not you choose to take my advice is up to you. But I'm telling you to spend a lot of time, and think really hard about what exactly makes a good relationship. What is it that makes a relationship last? When you've figured that out, let me know. Chances are it'll be strangely similar to what I've been saying.
Also, I'd like to raise this point: Does it take actual experience to know what alcohol or weed does to you? We all know what it does without even having to try either, because we've observed what happens. And if you're really good at understanding what does on in a person's mind, you can effectively observe how love progresses, and learn from it. Learn what makes it tick. What works and what doesn't.
I spend the time to do this, because I want to make sure I get it right the first time. I have no intentions of leaving a girl with a broken heart.
#452
Posted 30 March 2010 - 06:28 AM
Btw, drugs and alcohol can have different effects on different people. So this formula you've developed is not the be all and end all of relationship success. I went into my relationship knowing that I love this person, and that they make me happy, and I make them happy- we appreciate eachother and what we do that make us as we are. Obviously, not everyone is so lucky, but people do jump to conclusions.
#453
Posted 30 March 2010 - 08:49 AM
tl;dr toasty is reading too much into it.
#454
Posted 30 March 2010 - 01:40 PM
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 01:13 AM, said:
bad example; most of the knowledge the average person who hasn't taken drugs has about them is entirely false.
#455
Posted 30 March 2010 - 01:52 PM
And I think it's pretty basic knowledge that if you care for the other person, and they care for you, you'll be mutually happy.
This isn't a "Universal Formula". It's not even a formula at all. It's simply and observation of how a good, worthwhile relationship works. The kind of relationship that leads to marriage. Something none of you are ready for yet, since you don't seem to understand exactly what I'm telling you.
#456
Posted 30 March 2010 - 02:32 PM
There are so many ways a relationship can work, and you shouldn't just focus on one. People have different needs, some need more than others, some give less than others, and this changes for every person. Not everyone is going to want all the love and compassion I'm sure you can give them, they might just think you're clingy and weird.
Relationships are flexible, but you shouldn't be bending over backwards to make things happen.
#457
Posted 30 March 2010 - 02:55 PM
Feel free to continue believing that the point of a relationship is to get something in return, I suppose.
#461
Posted 30 March 2010 - 03:15 PM
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 01:52 PM, said:
your simplification of weed gets you high is about as effective as somebody observing love and simplifying it as love makes you feel good. you may know bits about what its like to be high, or be in love, but trust me, you don't know. you will never know the rush heroin brings. ever. without trying it, it's too complex of a feeling to ever truly know it. same with love. don't think you know shit just because you have teenage friends and have watched the notebook.
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 03:02 PM, said:
clearly.
#462
Posted 30 March 2010 - 03:32 PM
ThankMeLater, on Mar 30 2010, 02:15 PM, said:
My observations come from both friends of mine, and from adults who I know pretty well. The adults who have successful marriages understand that a successful relationship requires self sacrifice. The ones which ended in divorce did so more often than not because the other person was selfish, and wasn't willing to sacrifice anything.
Most of the relationships my friends have had have failed because one or both parties in question either demanded something that the other person wasn't willing to give/do, or they weren't willing to give something up for the sake of moving the relationship forward.
You three seem to be content on thinking that love and relationships are simply about being happy with another person, which isn't true.
Though I will agree with you on one thing, Skidz. I won't ever truely understand anything without first-hand experience. However, I can understand enough through observation to judge whether or not it's worth trying. And if it is worth trying, I can understand enough to know how to go about it.
It's foolish to ever jump in to anything without first trying to understand it. Any of you who have been through numerous relationships obviously chose to learn as you go along, instead of trying to figure things out first, before you waste a lot of time, emotions, and heartache, and likely money as well.
#463
Posted 30 March 2010 - 03:39 PM
#464
Posted 30 March 2010 - 03:43 PM
and no, love isn't about simply being happy with another person, it's about not imagining your life without them, and trying as hard as you can to make them feel the same way (and i do mean making them happy by that). get the fuck outtta here.
#465
Posted 30 March 2010 - 04:05 PM
You only think that the limit to what I can learn is lower than what I believe it is, because you don't know all of the avenues from which one person can learn. To be honest, I'm sure I don't know all of them yet either. But with each passing year, I find more ways to learn from other people's experiences. I won't ever know exactly what something is like until I try it, but I can get a darn good grasp on the concept before hand by watching what other people do, and listening to what they have to say about it.
And Caael, I happen to know a few married men who've come to the same conclusion as I have. So don't take my word for it, take theirs.
#466
Posted 30 March 2010 - 04:10 PM
And you know, I agree with you, Toasty to an extent. I think life should be about self sacrifice, not relationships.
I've only had two relationships in my lifetime (both which did not last more than a year), and I have to admit they weren't as complicated as you're making it out to be. I just think everyone experiences love differently. I think people should stop trying to define love >.>
Gotta admit, I still think of my first GF after years being apart (we're still friends). So I agree with Skidz also.
But 2010 will be the year I get a good relationship. I can see it =P
#467
Posted 30 March 2010 - 04:40 PM
Toasty, on Mar 30 2010, 11:05 PM, said:
/facepalm
I dont WANT to get married at 16, I know you in your little idealised bubble of shelteredness want to, but we're not all as naive as you.
#468
Posted 30 March 2010 - 05:22 PM
Dating is practice for marriage. It's a good idea to treat it like that, so that when you do get married, it'll actually last.
And before you say it, yes, I do plan on dating before I get married.
#469
Posted 30 March 2010 - 06:44 PM
Toasty, on Mar 31 2010, 09:22 AM, said:
Why have you been so insistent that you want to "get it right the first time" if you plan on dating, and dating is PRACTICE for marriage?
Dating isn't practice for anything. Not everybody gets married, and they still spend their whole lives with eachother. Stop being so close minded.
#470
Posted 30 March 2010 - 07:26 PM
Sure, not everybody gets married, but those who date and don't get married obviously aren't looking for a serious relationship. The advice I'm giving is for those who DO intend on getting married.
Very few people end up spending their whole lives with each other without being married. Honestly, I'd find such a notion absurd, because there's no sense of commitment. There's a reason for why people associate marriage with "tying the knot". It signifies commitment, and without real commitment, any serious relationship is doomed.
#471
Posted 30 March 2010 - 07:31 PM
#472
Posted 30 March 2010 - 10:20 PM
You get married because you trust them, and it serves as an anchor point for that trust and your relationship.
So what happens if you get mad at each other? And I'm not talking about just a quarrel either, I'm talking about brink-of-divorce angry. If you're not married, then there's practically nothing sitting between your relationship, and your relationship ending. You could end up making a mistake in the end that couldn't easily be fixed. If you're married, then you would have to get divorced to be considered legally separated. You'd have time to think before making a decision that you might regret.
To be honest, I'm surprised to hear that your parents aren't married, since that kind of thing really doesn't happen very often (unless one of your parents isn't your biological father/mother?), but it does explain why you believe what you believe. I'd like you to ask them exactly why they aren't married the next time you get the chance. I'm interested in hearing the response.
#473
Posted 31 March 2010 - 12:51 AM
Toasty, on Mar 31 2010, 10:22 AM, said:
I really don't want to rip on you seeing as everyone else is doing it, but no dating is not practice for marriage. You date someone because you like them and want to spend more time with them/exclusively. You don't date everyone because you're interested in marrying them, but you dating skills you gain are important for courting the girl/guy you do want to marry.
And yea I had a bastard at my highschool as well, I still find the arrangement odd.
#474
Posted 31 March 2010 - 01:09 AM
#475
Posted 31 March 2010 - 01:24 AM
#476
Posted 31 March 2010 - 03:07 AM
Toasty, on Mar 31 2010, 02:20 PM, said:
So what happens if you get mad at each other? And I'm not talking about just a quarrel either, I'm talking about brink-of-divorce angry. If you're not married, then there's practically nothing sitting between your relationship, and your relationship ending. You could end up making a mistake in the end that couldn't easily be fixed. If you're married, then you would have to get divorced to be considered legally separated. You'd have time to think before making a decision that you might regret.
Where is the trust and love in a relationship when it requires a legal document to know it exists? Marriage is NOT an essential part of a life-long relationship; and it certainly isn't a requirement.
#482
Posted 31 March 2010 - 03:52 PM
Toasty, on Mar 31 2010, 12:22 AM, said:
Dating is practice for marriage. It's a good idea to treat it like that, so that when you do get married, it'll actually last.
And before you say it, yes, I do plan on dating before I get married.
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Toasty you're really fuckin' stupid aren't you. You realise what you've just said, right? "If you dont do EVERYTHING I've said EXACTLY your relationship is POINTLESS"
Stop being so biggoted and let the people who have experience do what they want. The experience differs for everyone, stop thinking its so linear and universal. If you'd been in a relationship before you'd understand.
#483
Posted 31 March 2010 - 04:30 PM
"If you dont do EVERYTHING I've said EXACTLY your relationship is POINTLESS"
It's pointless in my eyes, because it doesn't prepare you in any way for marriage. You don't see it as pointless, because you're not looking at dating as preparation for marriage.
Also, even if everyone followed my advice to a T, they'd still all have very different relationships, because contrary to your interpretation of it, it actually covers a broad spectrum of possible relationships. My advice is simply a guideline for a successful marriage.
And yes WD, it is a fairly sugarcoated way of thinking. However, if people planning to go into marriage even took a hint of my advice, their chances of having a successful marriage would increase quite significantly.
#487
Posted 01 April 2010 - 01:06 AM
Toasty, on Mar 31 2010, 04:30 PM, said:
It's pointless in my eyes, because it doesn't prepare you in any way for marriage. You don't see it as pointless, because you're not looking at dating as preparation for marriage.
it's fucking not. people can be entirely happy without marriage. gene simmons and his wife have been happily unmarried (a term he came up with) for 20 something years. dating can be (notice can be, as i know peopel date for sex, money, etc) just the same as marriage.. ABOUT LOVE, WHICH, IN THE END, IS ALL A REAL RELATIONSHIP BOILS DOWN TO.
edit - yeah, these names are retarded.
#488
Posted 01 April 2010 - 01:23 AM
#489
Posted 01 April 2010 - 01:37 AM
#490
Posted 01 April 2010 - 01:43 AM
I think if you go through life with your idealistic views, you won't be fit for marriage when the time comes. However, this is just speculation as I've no idea what you're like IRL just as you have no idea what any of these people you're debating with are like IRL.
#491
Posted 01 April 2010 - 01:55 AM
Golden Legacy, on Apr 1 2010, 01:14 AM, said:
Here if you ask someone out you must absolutely adore them and want them forever and ever and be absolutely crazy. At least that's how people react. People generally only ask people out if they like them, if you don't really know someone and want to (which is the point of dating) you'll get shut down.
As opposed to what Americans tell me about America where everyone dates everyone (however if you actually do want to date someone because you like them, what then?)
#492
Posted 02 April 2010 - 05:49 AM
#493
Posted 02 April 2010 - 11:17 PM
My Best Wishes, on Apr 1 2010, 12:55 AM, said:
As opposed to what Americans tell me about America where everyone dates everyone (however if you actually do want to date someone because you like them, what then?)
You're hosed.
#494
Posted 02 April 2010 - 11:49 PM
My Best Wishes, on Apr 1 2010, 03:55 AM, said:
That's odd to hear, I have to say. Part of the great fun of the American dating scene is how simple it can be. Notice that cute girl working the register at the Dunkin' Donuts where you get the morning coffee? You catch her eye and you smile, and she smiles back. Ask if maybe she's doing anything after her shift's done. Or you're on the subway or bus, and you're sitting next to someone you find attractive. Start casual conversation, see where it goes, and when you get off at your stop, ask if you want to hang out sometime.
It's quite nice actually. I can't imagine where dating would only be restricted to someone you practically want to marry.
#495
Posted 02 April 2010 - 11:56 PM
Mike Babcock, on Apr 1 2010, 12:43 AM, said:
I think if you go through life with your idealistic views, you won't be fit for marriage when the time comes. However, this is just speculation as I've no idea what you're like IRL just as you have no idea what any of these people you're debating with are like IRL.
I'm almost 18, man. :\
To be honest, I'm only making a point of my observations. I don't believe I'll have a perfect relationship, or even marriage for that matter. Heck, I KNOW I won't. But I certainly don't want it to be horrible, so I'll do my best too keep my end of the deal. The deal being the one everyone makes when they get into a relationship (i.e. not being a selfish dick, and doing my best to make the other person happy).
I will consider myself lucky if my marriage turns out better than my parents, and I don't think my parent's marriage is anywhere near perfect. My mom's too emotional, and my dad is a very unsocialable person. That said, they've been able to deal with quite a few hardships, along side of raising two kids, and they've never even hinted at divorce.
Also, you bring up a good point in that last paragraph. I'll admit I've been too judgmental. :\
#496
Posted 03 April 2010 - 12:01 AM
Darksword, on Apr 3 2010, 04:17 PM, said:
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Golden Legacy, on Apr 3 2010, 04:49 PM, said:
It's quite nice actually. I can't imagine where dating would only be restricted to someone you practically want to marry.
I probably made it sound worse then it is, but down here it's more unless you hook up at a club or pub or party or something, you generally have to know the person first, I can't say I would walk up to the chick at Boost Juice or even my gym for that matter and ask them out.
So you know you are getting my views on it though, I'm sure not everyone Aussie would share my views.
#497
Posted 03 April 2010 - 12:27 AM
At the same time, it's tupid to build your dreams around other people because they'll let you down. people alway slet you doenw. it's a fact of life and really, you're setting you'reself up for disaster. I don't reaaly get why I did and repeated to do so repeatedly.
No more relationships for me. Guys are lame. so are girls. people suck. Life is better off wtihotu relationships AMEN.
#498
Posted 03 April 2010 - 12:34 AM
#501
Posted 03 April 2010 - 02:52 AM
#502
Posted 04 April 2010 - 12:45 AM
#503
Posted 04 April 2010 - 12:50 AM
#504
Posted 04 April 2010 - 12:58 AM
#505
Posted 04 April 2010 - 01:07 AM
#507
Posted 04 April 2010 - 10:19 PM
I'm a natural introvert. Even though I became much more social starting with sophomore year of high school, I still get along fine without the constant company of friends. A problem with me, though, is that around the same time, I started to become really, really asocial. I can't feel close with anyone anymore, which is also why I have no interest in finding a relationship. I respect my friends, sure, and I'd never, ever talk behind their backs or do anything to betray them, but because I know for a fact that there's such a good chance that they'd stab me in the back, even unintentionally, there's just a reaction in me that kinda holds me back from developing friendships much further than "good".
Also, I think I can attribute my asocial attitude with the fact that I used to be something of a personal psychiatrist to some of my friends in high school. I got so absolutely sick of people complaining to me about things they should've been able to handle themselves that I eventually just tore myself away from any involvement into people's personal matters, which again explains why I'm not close to people outside my family anymore.
#508
Posted 04 April 2010 - 11:58 PM
Someone Else, on Apr 4 2010, 12:23 AM, said:
Heh, so you think. But honestly, I know others far worse than me.
I just generally dislike people until I get to know them well. I will be polite and courteous, but I'm generally skeptical of most people my age or younger. People are...stupid. That's the best way I can say it :(
Are things starting to make sense now?
#510
Posted 05 April 2010 - 12:33 AM
#511
Posted 05 April 2010 - 12:49 AM
As it does me.
And every other guy that will ever read what you've just written on this stone tablet of the internet.
#512
Posted 05 April 2010 - 01:26 AM
#515
Posted 05 April 2010 - 12:04 PM
Before that all happened, like Nov/dec I was trying to convince myself I was done with relationships and I didn't want anyone but my low self esteem and the desire to be wanted made me fall for pretty much anyone who showed interest. Hence the past relationship. Unfortunately I got far too attached, let my emotions get in the way of logic, and put up with so much bulshit and let myself get hurt continually over something that was never really there (apparently).
NOW that it's over, I've walked away with much higher self esteem becaue I finally realize, hey, I deserve way better. Maybe I am being a bit emotional when I say I don't want another relationship after this, but I realize that its only smart to get in a relationship when you're fully secure with yourself and everything else going on in your life. And right now, I'm doing being the one to chase after others. I don't even want to be chased. I just want to focus on myself for a while and get my other priorities in order and just enjoy my life as it is now, instead of constantly wishing for something more.
I love how this song came on shuffle when I was writing it:
"I'm just trying to be creative
but everyone's so opinionated
they wanna tell me what I'm feeling
'cause one man's junk's another's treasure
when it's done it's hard to measure."
tl;dr - I just got screwed over so I'm done with relationships for a while so I can recuperate and get life back in order.
#516
Posted 05 April 2010 - 05:44 PM
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#517
Posted 05 April 2010 - 05:48 PM
Well, it doesn't suprise me much... You indeed both hate people.
#518
Posted 05 April 2010 - 05:54 PM
#520
Posted 05 April 2010 - 07:20 PM
ThankMeLater, on Apr 5 2010, 04:54 PM, said:
There was none of the above either, you tard. There were feelings, exclusivity and a promise to be together at one point (which was obviously broken). Oh you people and thinking you know everything. :(
Yep. Still hate people.
#521
Posted 05 April 2010 - 07:38 PM
date
/deɪt/ Show Spelled [deyt] Show IPA noun, verb,dat·ed, dat·ing.
6.
an appointment for a particular time: They have a date with their accountant at ten o'clock.
7.
a social appointment, engagement, or occasion arranged beforehand with another person: to go out on a date on Saturday night.
8.
a person with whom one has such a social appointment or engagement: Can I bring a date to the party?
14.
to go out socially on dates: She dated a lot during high school.
18.
to make a date with; go out on dates with: He's been dating his best friend's sister.
Now elaborate, please, Alyssa, what makes you think you guys were actually dating?
#522
Posted 05 April 2010 - 09:05 PM
Honestly, I only wanted to castrate one person. But I think that has changed to two now.
#523
Posted 05 April 2010 - 09:15 PM
Icy, on Apr 5 2010, 09:05 PM, said:
Honestly, I only wanted to castrate one person. But I think that has changed to two now.
1.
a particular month, day, and year at which some event happened or will happen: July 4, 1776 was the date of the signing of the Declaration of Independence.
2.
the day of the month: Is today's date the 7th or the 8th?
3.
an inscription on a writing, coin, etc., that shows the time, or time and place, of writing, casting, delivery, etc.: a letter bearing the date January 16.
http://dictionary.re...com/browse/date nope, nadda, wrong, ehhhhh, nien, try again. i merely left out irrelevant definitions.
and i'll ask it again, just so i know you cant miss it...
Elaborate, please, Alyssa, what makes you think you guys were actually dating?
#524
Posted 05 April 2010 - 09:34 PM
Call whatever you want, but we had SOMETHING. But thank you captain asshole for rubbing in my face that what we had wasn't enough. It's not like it's a fucking sore subject or anything. I've had enough people criticize me for what I did wrong, yet nobody seems to think that applying to your ex-girlfriends college, out of all the schools in the US, is any fucking grounds for concern. So if at this point, that's what relationships are about, I'm fucking done with them, kay?
End of fucking story.
#525
Posted 05 April 2010 - 10:12 PM
but im done.. the only way this conversation can end is by me ending up the bad guy.
#526
Posted 05 April 2010 - 10:19 PM
#527
Posted 05 April 2010 - 10:38 PM
6.
an appointment for a particular time: They have a date with their accountant at ten o'clock.
If they made appointments to talk to each other at specific times, then hey...wouldn't that technically be dating?
Still, I've got nothing against long distance relationships. As long as people are aware that talking about them openly over the internet will result in some kind of argument, there won't be problems.
#528
Posted 05 April 2010 - 10:53 PM
Icy, on Apr 5 2010, 10:19 PM, said:
im not saying you didnt like dude, but it wasnt a relationship.. don't take it personally.
and a long distant relationship, and saying "hey, let's go out" over msn are different things.
#529
Posted 05 April 2010 - 11:46 PM
#530
Posted 05 April 2010 - 11:54 PM
Skdiz, you are hardly, let alone always right, stop bludgeoning people with your opinion.
#531
Posted 06 April 2010 - 12:00 AM
My Best Wishes, on Apr 5 2010, 11:54 PM, said:
Skdiz, [b]you are hardl[y/b], let alone always right, stop bludgeoning people with your opinion.
uh, how about fuck you? you could've just said you sided with icy, was that last bit at all nessesary? didn't think so. kthxbye
#532
Posted 06 April 2010 - 12:03 AM
#533
Posted 06 April 2010 - 12:18 AM
#534
Posted 06 April 2010 - 12:57 AM
Not a fan of internet, or long distance relationships in general either but I don't think you can invalidate it without really knowing anything about it. Supposedly it works for some people, but I'd never recommend it.
#536
Posted 06 April 2010 - 03:50 AM
ThankMeLater, on Apr 6 2010, 04:18 PM, said:
Because I haven't stated I believe in sex after marriage and in being benevolent virtuous and chaste? Now, after knowing this, what in the above quote should make me feel bad?
#537
Posted 06 April 2010 - 05:10 PM
But inter-GSSF relationships? I thought I taught you all the downside of doing that. =)
#538
Posted 06 April 2010 - 06:57 PM
Sometimes I actually do like coming here 'cause y'all can be entertaining from time to time. sometimes
But yes. When it comes to the internet relationships? As they say, 3rd times the charm. Besides, I'm pretty sure I don't like anyone else here.
Sorry Dipsy :( And hey, no hard feelings. I didn't mean to start an argument--I just hate it when people try to tell me what I'm feeling.
#539
Posted 06 April 2010 - 06:57 PM
I know of
Icy and Silo
Yuki and l3luemage
Nos and Sheba
Icy and Nos
#542
Posted 06 April 2010 - 07:40 PM
Not meant as a derogatory remark towards this place, but it's true. And there's nothing wrong with being nerdy. :(
#543
Posted 06 April 2010 - 07:55 PM
Except most nerds still are unambitious, socially awkward and unattractive so... >_> Girls still want hot nerds.
But this ain't real rocket science here. Seems pretty logical to me.
#544
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:04 PM
Toasty, on Apr 6 2010, 07:40 PM, said:
Not meant as a derogatory remark towards this place, but it's true. And there's nothing wrong with being nerdy. :(
Honestly, I don't play video games much anymore and I'm not nearly the internet junkie I was a few years ago. I come back here for you guys because the people who've stuck around make a pretty damn good team. I don't think of this much as a nerdy forum anymore (just look at the dead activity of the Video Games and Tech forums). There's just an unspoken acceptance among the people here that we're all weirdly connected and I think that's pretty cool.
She mostly got into it because of my fanfic, since it was something I was passionate about and this was the only place that had it posted.
To sum up... this.
Quote
#545
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:09 PM
Icy posting drunk only made it better. :(
Seriously, you should all come to Amsterdam sometime to visit me. ^^
#546
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:12 PM
#547
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:24 PM
#548
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:33 PM
Sea of Time, on Apr 6 2010, 04:10 PM, said:
But inter-GSSF relationships? I thought I taught you all the downside of doing that. =)
My Best Wishes, on Apr 6 2010, 05:57 PM, said:
I know of
Icy and Silo
Yuki and l3luemage
Nos and Sheba
Icy and Nos
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Icy, on Apr 6 2010, 05:57 PM, said:
Sometimes I actually do like coming here 'cause y'all can be entertaining from time to time. sometimes
But yes. When it comes to the internet relationships? As they say, 3rd times the charm. Besides, I'm pretty sure I don't like anyone else here.
Sorry Dipsy :( And hey, no hard feelings. I didn't mean to start an argument--I just hate it when people try to tell me what I'm feeling.
Don't leave ussssssss.
#550
Posted 06 April 2010 - 08:46 PM
Sea of Time, on Apr 6 2010, 07:04 PM, said:
She mostly got into it because of my fanfic, since it was something I was passionate about and this was the only place that had it posted.
To sum up... this.
This is all true.
#551
Posted 06 April 2010 - 09:48 PM
To which I must look back and say:
http://img188.imageshack.us/img188/2879/1264091579kirkrofl.gif
Anyways. Didn't Somia and MarsDjinni have something too? Also, Yuki and Silo dated for a short while, as well as Kate and Forte waaaaaaay the fuck back when. Oh, her and Raven, as well as Raven and Kiku. Damn.
*sigh* makes me slightly nostalgic.
@Diddy/SOT: Oh no. I'm pretty sure there's plenty more where that came from. Drinking is my new coping method. I'm very emotional. I have about half a bottle of smirnoff/vodka left. Need I say more?
#552
Posted 06 April 2010 - 09:59 PM
#553
Posted 06 April 2010 - 10:00 PM
How do we have this many inter-GSSF relationships?! I mean, this community isn't THAT close is it?
#555
Posted 06 April 2010 - 10:11 PM
@WD: heh. I'll pitch in with my doctor/stripper money. :)
EDIT: AWWWWWWWWW! Nostalgia! :(
#556
Posted 06 April 2010 - 10:34 PM
#557
Posted 06 April 2010 - 10:51 PM
#559
Posted 06 April 2010 - 11:21 PM
For while there, I started to kinda distance myself from this place, because I couldn't find anything worth discussing. I'll probably end up doing that again though. Not like leaving, but just only coming around once every other day. Or maybe just peek in once a day.
Dunno. Depends, I guess.
ANYWAY. I'm interested in
#560
Posted 06 April 2010 - 11:23 PM
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I don't know if you want to open this can of worms again Toasty. But good for you. Deets plz.
#564
Posted 06 April 2010 - 11:44 PM
Sea of Time, on Apr 7 2010, 01:23 AM, said:
It wasn't about Icy, it was about me.
It really sucks being gay and in high school. I'm the only openly gay student in my small school, and I don't have the confidence/time to find a young gay community within my area. :(
#566
Posted 07 April 2010 - 03:34 AM
Toasty, on Apr 7 2010, 06:21 AM, said:
For while there, I started to kinda distance myself from this place, because I couldn't find anything worth discussing. I'll probably end up doing that again though. Not like leaving, but just only coming around once every other day. Or maybe just peek in once a day.
Dunno. Depends, I guess.
ANYWAY. I'm interested in
The fuck you get that from? I dont hate him, far from it. Infact I'd say I'm one of the more tolerant members of him, but he can, as we all do, post stupidly sometimes. I'm just there to pick up on that and exploit it like the lovable bastard I am <3
And I actually remember all that nostalgia stuff way back in the IIMN days. Now I feel old :<
#568
Posted 07 April 2010 - 04:31 AM
killercoz, on Apr 7 2010, 07:44 AM, said:
It really sucks being gay and in high school. I'm the only openly gay student in my small school, and I don't have the confidence/time to find a young gay community within my area. :(
You might be a bit too open?? Seriously, my best friend is gay and he has no problems at all at school. And he's pretty openly gay, but you wouldn't think so if you'd see him. Maybe that's your problem?
#569
Posted 07 April 2010 - 05:40 AM
Toasty, on Apr 6 2010, 11:21 PM, said:
For while there, I started to kinda distance myself from this place, because I couldn't find anything worth discussing. I'll probably end up doing that again though. Not like leaving, but just only coming around once every other day. Or maybe just peek in once a day.
Dunno. Depends, I guess.
ANYWAY. I'm interested in
i dont hate him, nor do i hate icy. never havfe.
#570
Posted 07 April 2010 - 09:14 AM
CARESS HER GENTLY
#571
Posted 07 April 2010 - 09:58 AM
Also coz, I don't hate you might you think that.
#572
Posted 07 April 2010 - 02:01 PM
<3
@SOT: I've just kinda learned to roll with the punches. I don't really take anything you guys say seriously, unless someone tries to purposely kick me when I'm down (and even then, that's usually over MSN, and I think only 2 people are capable of doing so.) Though truth be told, I kinda like being the only girl. *attention whore*
#573
Posted 07 April 2010 - 04:29 PM
Diddy Kong, on Apr 7 2010, 06:31 AM, said:
I don't understand your suggestion, be less openly gay?
#574
Posted 07 April 2010 - 05:29 PM
Caael, on Apr 7 2010, 02:34 AM, said:
And I actually remember all that nostalgia stuff way back in the IIMN days. Now I feel old :<
I dunno. I coulda sworn you were jerk to him at some point or something. But then again, I might be biased. :(
#575
Posted 07 April 2010 - 05:57 PM
#577
Posted 07 April 2010 - 06:20 PM
Omnomnom. <3
Personally, I actually don't hate any member. Honestly. I might want to castrate a few of you from time to time, but like WD said, it's only outa love ^^.
#583
Posted 07 May 2010 - 01:23 AM
http://www.fakecrap.com/images/jokes/small_pecker_condoms.jpg
#585
Posted 07 May 2010 - 05:15 AM
I've never been this long with a girl in my life. :/ Shame I'm not in love with her...
#586
Posted 07 May 2010 - 05:29 AM
See, isn't so fun when people do it to you, is it, shithead?
#589
Posted 07 May 2010 - 12:22 PM
#592
Posted 07 May 2010 - 09:49 PM
#593
Posted 21 May 2010 - 02:47 AM
So I won't.
#596
Posted 21 May 2010 - 03:24 PM
#598
Posted 22 May 2010 - 09:50 AM
#599
Posted 22 May 2010 - 11:15 AM
Toasty, on May 21 2010, 01:47 AM, said:
So I won't.
Making a post like that is just begging for attention to your developments.
Caael, on May 22 2010, 08:50 AM, said:
Good luck, mang. No need to be too nervous, but hey, "surprises" are good. :)